I realized last night that I'm on a one-way track to nothing. I felt like such a failure...I couldn't even get a job. I didn't get a callback from petsmart, so that's a no. When I was in High School, I had such high expectations. I was going somewhere and I was going to be a success...but look at me now? I'm not even in school and it's my own fault. I say, yeah I'm going back in January...but here it is November, and still no job. I didn't go this past semester cause I didn't have the money, and yet I've still not got the money and pre-registration starts really soon and still....no money. I'm so desperate for a job, I'm considering applying at wal-mart. I put in an application at UPS to be a package handler at a 4am-8am shift everyday. I'm desperate. But I've got to make a change...I've got to wake up and do SOMETHING. I'm so envious of my sister...she's got her life together.

But on a positive note, I had another interview today at Circuit City and I have to go back for another one with the manager of the customer service department tomorrow. Please God, throw me a rope...I'm drowning here.