Two to the Zero-Zero Nine

Awww I lost my pretty journal. Oh well...whatev.

So, 2009...where do I start. So, I'm still working at Circuit City. No, I honestly don't know if we're going out of business. Some days I wish I had the means to just say 'adios!' and go home. Like a couple of days ago...I'm sick right now. I don't know if it's just a cold or what...but I woke up one morning with a fever. 101.3, high enough to just want to go back to sleep. Don't ask me why I didn't call in. For some reason I felt guilty about doing it. So I told my mom I'd go to work and they'd probably send me home. Yeah right. "If you can get someone to come in then you can go home." There are only like, 7 of us. 4 of us work per day. I tried calling people, but no one called me back. You know why? Cause it's ME who usually comes in when someone else calls out. Cause I'm just that fucking stupid. I'm so sick that I'm about to CRY! But no, coverage was more important than me.

But you know what upset me the most that day? No one once said thank you. Yes I know I was scheduled, it was expected I come in...but I could have called in. I certainly would have had a legitimate reason to. I was so insignificant. I'm still sick actually. If my fever comes back again (making it the third time) then I have to go to the doctor. And a part of me hopes it's something that made it worse because I didn't go that first day.

Oh and I've got some crazy woman wanting to cut me apparently. Cause see, my supervisor went out of her way to fix an issue this customer had. The woman was supposed to come in and explain to whoever was there exactly what was being done. But her boyfriend or whoever comes in and is all 'where the hell is my camera.' First off, you don't just come in there and go all angry on the poor, unsuspecting CSA. We honestly don't know about every customer issue in existence. But I look at the tickets to try to figure out what was going on and basically I said "I don't know what she was doing." which was all true. I had no idea that she had sold this camera out of a VA store and that store shipped it to us. Your ticket does not say that. But he goes home pissed because we wouldn't 'confiscate' him. (LOL he meant to say compensate...and then got more pissed at us like WE said it wrong.) But he tells his wife that I was talking trash about my supervisor. I could never talk trash about her, OK? It's just not physically possible. There is nothing bad to be said about her.

She comes in there LOOKING for me, and tells the CSA up there that she will cut anybody who tries to put my sup down. That sounds like a threat to me...I think I have legal rights here. But we are all joking about it now. Good stuff.

Let's see what else. So my long-fated romance with my co-worker? Not so much. He decided he wanted to date someone else, but it's all good. I've learned some things about him that make me think he's a bit of a closet-freak. I may have very well dodged a bullet with that one lol.

Ummmmm. Dolling is pretty much dead for me. I dunno. I've just lost the passion for it? I've grown from that 14 year old girl and just want to try something new. I'm dabbling a little bit in photomanips now. And still keeping pace with the online RP community.

Still got that dream of being that bestselling romance author. You guys would buy my books, wouldn't you? lol. Maybe this year I'll actually finish one and get it published. Keep your hearts beating for me (lol).

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